Friends I’m expectant. I am filled with much hope for the future. Jesus has done and continues to do such a powerful work in my life that I am convinced He has anointed me with the spiritual eyes to see what He sees. Hallelujah!!
In the natural, my situation appears unfair, overwhelming, challenging, BUT GOD!! He has given me the wisdom to look beyond my circumstances…don’t get me wrong there are still moments when I grumble and get impatient, but more and more I’m taking my complaints to Jesus. Only He can equip me with the strength and insight to seek peace when my flesh wants to rise up in absolute irritation. Only He can rationalise my irrational, ever changing emotions. Only He can shift the hearts and minds of the hard hearted and so I turn to Him. My one and only true Counsellor, Saviour and Friend.
I’m expectant because after nearly 6 years of singleness, I believe the Lord has transformed the condition of my broken and battered heart. There is still more work to be done but I am not the woman I used to be. Praises!!!
I am expectant because His word says it is not good for man to be alone. I’ve spent most of my thirties alone and although I know Jesus is more than enough for me, I am convinced He is preparing one of His faithful sons to come and find me. I am convinced He has a plan to draw others to Himself through our testimony.
Just today, I read a post on a blog which confirmed exactly what the Lord had already spoke to my heart.
I am expectant.
Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”