Heeeeeyyyy!! My God is good O!!!
*Just praising my God y’all*
God is good no matter your circumstances, but there is something so tremendously life giving when You begin to see Him manifest the promises He has so faithfully made to you….
I know I use this phrase often but just…
Already He has done and is doing so much in my life. I am so nervous and so busy doing the work He has so graciously led me towards. In a few short days I will officially begin my Teacher Training…eeek
It is going to be so intense, but the still, small voice of my living Lord keeps gently whispering to my spirit…’One day at a time.’ ‘My grace is sufficient.’ ‘My strength is perfected in your weakness.’ ‘Rest in me.’
The Lord has brought me so very far friends. When I look back at my journals, it was only a few years ago I was so broken, so lost, in so much emotional pain. BUT GOD!! He has led me by the still waters and restored my soul and now my cup truly runs over!! Hallelujah!!
God is so for me, I can hardly speak at times. I just stare and wonder, as my mind travels back to everything He said in my darkest hour and everything that is now coming to pass…
To top it all off, just as I was beginning to settle (be it somewhat reluctantly at times) into my singleness, it seems that God may well have other plans. He has brought a fine man of God back into my world. I say back into my world, because we went to university together many moons ago. We sort of knew of each other back then, but I was knee deep in my first ever relationship and thought I was in love and he was a young Christian student, finding his way…
Almost twenty years later and God has allowed our paths to cross again. We did meet for the first time after all those years, two years ago, but the timing wasn’t quite right for either of us. Several weeks ago he got back in touch and we’ve communicated most days and plan to meet in a week or so. He knows about my children and my situation and I have learnt a lot about him and our friendship continues to grow.
We are both praying for wisdom and discernment, but I’m still unsure as to what God is really doing, so I don’t want to run ahead of His plan. It does get hard, because my life is so busy as it is, so I don’t want to get distracted by someone God has not designed for me. I know that may sound clinical, but when you get to a certain age, time wasting is a NO!! I’ve done enough time wasting to last me a life time. My prayer is for God to enable me and those He brings into my sphere of influence to live on purpose for His glory!! Amen!!
As I continue to trust in the one my soul loves, I know He will not lead me wrong. Have Your way Jesus.
“But those who wait on the Lord
Shall renew their strength;
They shall mount up with wings like eagles,
They shall run and not be weary,
They shall walk and not faint.”