It gets hard to keep hoping sometimes.
Don’t get me wrong, God has done such amazing and powerful things in my life in the past four years, so what I’m about to say makes me feel ungrateful and spoilt, but in the area of love, the Lord seems to be keeping me so hidden, my invisibility is overwhelming.
I know this is God’s way of protecting me. His way of not awakening true love before its time, but goodness me the wait is unbearable at times.
Yes it is true, I am so busy with so many other things, but God knows I would like to be able to use some of my time getting to know one of His sons. *sigh*
Maybe I should be using more of my time drawing closer to the one whom my soul loves. He alone is worthy. He who promises is faithful to perform.